Most certainly a day of rest here. A good nights' sleep, a graduation ceremony, lunch with good friends washed down by some tasty beverages, had a nap, then went to the graduation party for a while. Stopped at Sonic for a free slushy and some munchies on the way home. 9:00pm and now we just kick back.
Its good to be busy, but sometimes we just need rest. It's been a busy week filled with meetings, projects and social gatherings. As this day drew near, I welcomed the opportunity to kick back and enjoy the weather with some close friends. I tried to rest, and I suppose my body did that just fine. But my mind not so much. Its easy when we are busy to just focus on getting through the "list" of things that keeps us occupied. But now that my mind is free to roam, I'm forced to face some very tough issues that have surfaced in my life. I'd much rather take the cowards way out, and just go distract myself.
To be honest, I'm scared. I'm pretty weak right now, my self-esteem has taken some solid blows to the chin, and I need to make some significant adjustments to the way that I've been living my life. I'd like to run from this, but I know that's not the right decision.
Judges 6:12 ... "the LORD is with you, mighty warrior"
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